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Celebrate Your Death captures Fellatia G’s cathartic exploration of violent fantasies as a means of coping with societal disillusionment and personal anguish. The mantra “I will celebrate your death” became her pandemic survival mechanism, a defiant vow to outlive corrupt politicians and oppressive overlords to one day revel in their downfall.
ARTIST: Fellatia G
MUSIC PRODUCER: Moon Bounce
LYRIC WRITER: Lena NW
PRODUCED/DIRECTED: Lena NW +SassySeaMonster
SHOT BY: Spencer Hord
LIGHTING: SassySeaMonster
ANMATION + VFX: Lena NW
EDIT: Lena Natero W.
STYLING: Adrian Joseph
MAKE UP: Nicky Andrea
HAIR: April Garcia
SET DESIGN: Lena NW+ Pix3lface
A maximalist ode to transgression, internet grotesque, and hypersexual digital folklore. Pulling its title from the long-standing meme that “if it exists, there is porn of it,” the track weaponizes shock, humor, and hyper-online vernacular to examine how Millennial and Gen Z sexuality has been shaped by the lawless early web. Across verses referencing loan debt, doxxing, parasocial fetishes, and the commodified performance of trauma, Fellatia G uses internet filth as a lens for class critique, reframing sexual explicitness as political theater. The song treats erotic extremity as both coping mechanism and deconstruction, a way of reclaiming agency within systems that exploit feminine bodies, online personas, and financial precarity. Relentless rap cadences and meme-driven wordplay create a soundscape that mirrors the overwhelming density of digital life.
Lyrics written and performed by: Fellatia G/Lena NW
Music production: Moon Bounce
VFX backgrounds from: Gradient and Colour - / @gradientandcolour SCOK - / scokstudio IncrediVFX - / incredivfx
Credit to the exquisite R34 artists: Capibara, Eskoz @EskozGTS, Do Konjouuo, anutka, walter sache, shadowovermars, pikachu_mostacho, Raukue, @InsomniacOvrLrd, Spice5400, mutabouru
Red Room draws inspiration from the internet urban legend of a “Red Room,” a dark web livestream where viewers bid on acts of torture. Collaborating with internet sensation Slaylonie, Fellatia G exposes the dark side of e-girl culture and the mental toll of growing up online. The lyrics reference endemic abuses faced by young girls navigating hostile, unrestricted internet spaces in the 2000s, including doxxing on 4chan and grooming on MySpace. Reflecting on issues like suicidal ideation, self-harm, and body dysmorphia, the chorus captures the nihilistic despair of late-stage capitalism and self-commodification: “Monetize my suicide, I’m going live on your Wi-Fi to die tonight… capitalism is so abysmal.” The music video for Red Room transforms into the livestream itself, where fans pay for Fellatia G and Slaylonie’s “transgressions” while trolls cheer for their suicides. Fusing downtempo trip-hop with a haunting melodic chorus and aggressive, intricately woven wordplay, the song creates a cursed vibe—both unsettling and cathartic. As part of the release, Fellatia G edited and produced the VFX for the video, creating custom face filters available on Instagram to further immerse audiences in the project’s eerie aesthetic.
ARTIST: Fellatia G ft. Slaylonie
PRODUCER: Moon Bounce
LYRIC WRITER: Lena NW
PRODUCED/DIRECTED: Lena NW+ SassySeaMonster
SHOT BY: SassySeaMonster
LIGHTING: SassySeaMonster
ANMATION + VFX: Lena NW
EDIT: Lena NW
HAIR & MAKE UP: April Garcia
Stan Song is an anti-Valentine’s Day anthem for the extremely online, capturing the agony of being left on read by an internet crush. Drawing on the trope of the Stan—an obsessively devoted fan popularized by Eminem’s song—Fellatia G spirals into madness akin to a Stan agonizing over unanswered fanmail. Combining sing-songy flow with a dreamy smooth jazz rap instrumental featuring lush, dramatic horns, the track playfully reimagines unrequited parasocial romance on social media. Equal parts humor and heartbreak, Stan Song offers a post-internet ballad for e-girls who yearn with no game.
ARTIST: Fellatia G
PRODUCER: Moon Bounce
LYRIC WRITER: Lena NW
PRODUCED/DIRECTED: Lena NW+ SassySeaMonster
SHOT BY: SassySeaMonster
LIGHTING: SassySeaMonster
ANMATION + VFX: Lena NW
EDIT: Lena NW
HAIR + MAKE UP: April Garcia
Fellatia G
Fellatia G is a performative musical identity that uses humor and hyperbole to confront themes of despair, self-commodification, and alienation within the crumbling landscape of late-stage capitalism. Through incisive wit and sharp lyricism, her work captures the angst of youth and working-class struggle while reckoning with the absurdity of striving for change in a seemingly immovable system.
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